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Ramshki Alley

by Ramshki Alley

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1.
I’d hate to have wings I much prefer hands ’Cause with fingers you can grasp things Birds would never understand I’d get so tired Flapping all around Though it’d be nice every so often To break free from the ground And I am thinking far ahead Of where I am right now Fly too high, and you fall from the sky And that I can’t allow I’d hate to be in love I much prefer it on my own ’Cause when the other one’s gone Is when you feel most alone But when I see two people hand in hand My heart lets out a sigh The key to each one’s happiness In each other’s eyes Took me long enough to figure out I’ve had ’em all along Wings to take me where I want to go A place I might belong But it takes so much energy To lift yourself up Maybe having the machinery Isn’t quite enough So how do birds do it? Find a place where they can fall And ride the current down Can you call it flight at all? So how do birds do it? Find a place where they can fall And ride the current down Is it even flight at all? So how do they do it? Take the leap when they might fall Face their fears and trust the air Is it even flying at all? So how do I do it? Take the leap when I could fall Trust the flying’s worth the risk Can I even fly at all? I’d hate to be this way Until my dying day ’Cause being just one thing gets boring There must be another way And I am looking far behind Of where I am right now All the things I thought I understood Escape my grasp somehow And I am looking far behind To find where I went wrong Might be buried deep within my past Or right here in this song
2.
Oh, Well 03:36
Looking for a well That’s deeper than it seems A shallow one won’t do To satisfy my needs No, I need me a drink That’ll last ’til I am filled And I won’t stop my search Until my thirst is killed And the deepest, darkest schemes Require so much steam To start up the machine And keep it going Looking for the will To find myself a way But when I tie a thread How quickly it will fray Got water to survive And clothes to keep me warm But when I come undone How quickly I lose form And the wildest of dreams Require more than steam To keep you on the track To where you’re going Dreaming of a time When I won’t feel this thirst Will I be content, Or will it be much worse? To have it all, what then? When I have had my fill Will I be satisfied At the bottom of a well?
3.
By day, I’m such an honest man I keep my illness under wraps I’m who you think of When you want someone who’s good No one would question It’s all fine under the hood But when the night falls… I feel that full moon fever coming over me Got that midnight moonlight changing How I see Got that full moon fever taking hold of me And I’ve got no hope for recovery I feel it This sorry sickness of the mind Wish I could leave it all behind But there’s no cure Only treatments and suspicions And believe me, I’ve indulged in Every superstition Still the night falls, and I… Feel that full moon fever coming over me Got that midnight moonlight changing How I see Got that full moon fever taking hold of me And I’ve got no hope for recovery I feel it All the time But when it’s late at night, I feel it worst So tell me why What could I have done to be this cursed? Tell me why… I feel that full moon fever coming over me Got that midnight moonlight changing How I see Got that full moon fever taking hold of me And I’ve got no hope for recovery I feel that full moon fever coming over me Got that midnight moonlight changing How I see Got that full moon fever taking hold of me And I’ve got no hope for recovery I feel it I feel it That full moon fever And that midnight moonlight changing All of me Ooo… I feel that full moon fever
4.
Cliff Diving 04:57
I stand atop the highest cliff Trying to find my way back down I could just jump and swim to shore But there’s so many ways to drown Stop Wait a minute There’s still time to think this through There’s a million other things That I could possibly do Before I click Pull the trigger Make a choice that I can’t change Take the puzzle of my life And let it all get rearranged It’s so much safer here above the water No need to drop and get all wet I might sink deep beneath if I should fall Best to forget... Then again I’d really like to swim When the water’s warm You might as well jump right in So maybe I’ll just dive To get from here to there I toe the edge, look down, and No, I couldn’t dare It’s so much safer here above the water Feeling like you’re in control But there’s no telling What I’ll miss if I remain A fearful soul… Okay So on the count of 3 1, 2…wait a minute On the count of 3 1, 2…wait a minute On the count of— And then I surface and it’s not so bad The sun is shining, the water’s warm, And I’m alive I think of every doubt I ever had What other marvelous things That I’ve deprived Myself Give me a minute I might cry if I don’t drown ’Cause I’ve turned my back on many Other things, and I’ve stepped down Away from cliff sides That I thought too tall to climb Too high to fall from, water Too deep to consider swimming And I can’t fathom All the times I’ve walked away From favor and from fortune Excuses and excuses pile up A dam worth tearing down It all gets in the way… Strange, how perspectives change When you’ve fallen from so high up Above the water
5.
There came a time When every step felt like the last He held his breath Until the moment passed It came again The way that leaves turn in the autumn But this time he saw The winter’s cold spread out before him He built his home From the trees in his own forest Then he shut the door And gave audience to no guest For he feared His cold would spread to others So he shut himself away From friends and family and from lovers But you saw it all You watched my lips turn blue And knew my flame might soon expire So you entered my home And threw a log upon the fire ’Cause you’d weathered winters, too You knew it’s easier with another And as the light grew We felt the warmth spread Through each other
6.
You watched me so close Like a hawk chasing a rabbit I hadn’t a clue Digging up holes, eating carrots You plucked me away Before I knew, I was flying Then you tore out my heart To feed your own, slowly dying I’d waited so long For a lift from this state, so dejected Life on the ground Where it’s safe and it’s sound Was never the life I expected Then you came around For moments, I thought I could Touch the sky Then the lights all went out And I fell from your grasp, so high Hope you had your fill You left me for dead, torn to pieces I wither away as my body decays And my tiny little soul it releases And rabbits get eaten by hawks But for every hawk, there’s a hunter We each have to pay In our own separate ways For our time in the sun we live under
7.
In My Dreams 03:24
Fill my cup I wanna get drunk, yeah, just enough Oh no, I did it again I said I wouldn’t But now I’m hammered with my friends So take me home, forgive my sins Change my clothes and tuck me in I wanna be free Free from who I used to be Is that something that I’ll ever see? I don’t know She still haunts me in my dreams In my dreams, it seems that she’s the one But we don’t know who we’ve become Oh no I don’t even recognize myself these days Take me home, forgive my sins Change my clothes and tuck me in I wanna be free Free from her, free from me Is that something that I’ll never see? I don’t know She still haunts me in my dreams So take me home, forgive my sins Change my clothes and tuck me in I wanna be free Free from her, free from me Is that something that I’ll never see? I don’t know She still haunts me in my dreams She still haunts me in my dreams She still haunts me in my dreams I still haunt me in my dreams
8.
Another summer’s day Another tragedy On every face I see If something I could do Could make you smile Then it’d be worth my while We’ll have a hundred leaves to rake When autumn shows itself But ’til the green turns red, I’ll take Whatever time we have To make amends To tend the field and enjoy friends ’Cause all we got Is just a little bit of time Another summer’s day Another tragedy And now it’s you I see The worst has come to past And I can’t Do a thing to change it So cry your eyes out now You know Not all tears are evil And when the green turns red We all will dance again With our beloved dead To make amends To tend the field and honor friends ’Cause all we got Is just a little bit of time Another summer’s day Another tragedy And everything I do It never seems to be The thing you need right now The thing we all could use To close these sorry wounds I wish that I could choose Some words to make it right A path to better days A promise I could make To make it all okay But we’re just people and These are the lives we live I’ll do what I can do And give what I can give To make amends To tend the field and honor friends ’Cause all we got Is just a little bit of time
9.
Home 05:51
Hang up your coat and stay a while I know it’s hard sometimes To let go of the things you carry But here’s a warm, familiar place Where you can rest your weary face Somewhere to call your sanctuary And though what troubles you Will still be there For right now, it could be okay Come take some time with me And tell me what’s been on your mind I may not know it all, But there may be peace that we can find You make it sound like you don’t care But your eyes betray the hurt inside The darkest secrets that you hide We keep such heavy locks on rooms But the more you pack behind those doors The more the cracks will form Soon enough, you’ll have to deal with it But you don’t have to on your own Come take some time with me And help relax your worried mind I may have problems too, But there may be peace that we can find Together So maybe it’s too hard to trust Or you think you can’t get a word in Everyone’s got troubles, too And you’d hate to be a burden Well, I’ve heard it said That sorrow shared is sorrow halved Why don’t we share this weight together? You place your trust in me, And I’ll place mine in you We’ll build a home to last the weather I cannot force you to do Anything that you don’t want to Just know I’m here for you You’re not alone I keep wasting too much time Wandering these halls Like they’re not mine Thinking I have to on my own— I’ve been so wrong I get so lost inside myself But you and I can talk this out And turn this house back to The place where we belong On our way back home
10.
Take your eyes off me I see the judgment deep within The careful calculations As you weigh my good deeds and my sins Don’t point your finger at me Dig it deep within my chest Pull out the parts of me you like And leave behind the rest Everything we do Is written down within a book In ink that cannot be removed And if you can’t bear to look And read the words held there And take the darkness with the light Our conversation’s over and out Make your hollow claims And tell me I must change for you When you haven’t budged in my direction When I draw light to The one’s you’ve wronged, Your big mistakes The harm you’ve caused, for God’s sake How can you say you’re in the right When we’ve both lost this fight? Everything we do Is written down within a book In ink that cannot be removed And if you won’t dare to look And read the words held there And take the darkness with the light Then climb down from your pulpit And think about this fight In all our studies, in all our experience There must be some way to find Some sweet accord Before we all get left behind Forgive yourself, and forgive me If we can’t work together Our very lives are over and out

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released March 20, 2021

Ramshki Alley

Ian Doherty – vocals, keys, guitars
Eric Graf – vocals, bass, guitars
Steve Graf – drums

Produced & mixed by Ian Doherty & Andrew Sudol. Engineered by Andrew Sudol at Hobin Studio, Brewerton, NY, August 2019 – May 2020. Mastered by Brett Hobin.

All music & lyrics by Ian Doherty, except "Oh, Well," "Cliff Diving," and "The Hawk and the Rabbit" music by Ian Doherty and Eric Graf, and "In My Dreams" music & lyrics by Eric Graf.

Ramshki Alley Lamp & Bench logo by Evan Bujold. Album art design by Ian Doherty.

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Ramshki Alley Syracuse, New York

ramscéalaí - Irish for "storyteller"...or "silly talker"

A Syracuse, NY-based rock band started by Ian Doherty & Eric Graf

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